h92o Divine Water

neilix eats

2009-05-01T14:19:00.002-05:00

some different mixes of what I am doing

2009-02-21T04:30:00.002-05:00

those that meet at starbucks.

2009-01-26T03:34:00.002-05:00

I want to apologize to my friends I met at starbucks and the "incorrect information" i gave them concerning the place I was posting the quick minute video we made the video is posted in this blog here... http://bill-newbold.blogspot.com/ and not in this blog unless I were to upload it to this one as well but I am thinking I will upload the video again to myspace video section or wait I will put it on youtube then export it to here and well to myspace too it is automatic for facebook to get the post from youtube .,,

movie

2008-08-23T12:27:00.001-05:00

2008-07-19T11:29:00.002-05:00

given renders and mixes

2008-07-05T07:56:00.002-05:00

snarful gustoses

2008-07-01T09:46:00.002-05:00

the weenie lives in weekends on the day that gets the next cup of coffee where do we systematcially correct the mistakes that mistake themselves for the next more suficticated thought of life and almost life that is either or not of .. some times like that...

the room thing... where something might happen er or not..

2008-06-09T16:51:00.003-05:00

a ren and images of arts

2008-05-19T04:25:00.002-05:00

some more renders and such...

2008-05-18T04:05:00.003-05:00

more imagery done

2008-05-04T00:28:00.003-05:00

latest renders in three d cyber space

2008-04-26T05:56:00.004-05:00

what is point of view if there is no point to it...?

2008-03-14T00:32:00.003-05:00

1. Why make a point to have a view if your not going to use the view to make a point?

2. The best view is neither from the inside nor from the outside.

3. At the prefect point of decisions things come and go like water in a land of dry thieves.

4. Given a matter/anti-matter riffle

yep ai is at its best right now - the reply to this post is a comment

2008-02-27T02:41:00.002-05:00

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February 27

“Pure” motives

“We examine our actions, reactions, and motives. We often find that we’ve been doing better than we’ve been feeling.”

Basic Text, p. 42

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Imagine a daily meditation book with this kind of message: “When you wake up in the morning, before you rise from your bed, take a moment for reflection. Lie back, gather your thoughts, and consider your plans for the day. One by one, review the motives behind those plans. If your motives are not entirely pure, roll over and go back to sleep.” Nonsense, isn’t it?

No matter how long we’ve been clean, almost all of us have mixed motives behind almost everything we do. However, that’s no reason to put our lives on hold. We don’t have to wait for our motives to become perfectly pure before we can start living our recovery.

As the program works its way into our lives, we begin acting less frequently on our more questionable motives. We regularly examine ourselves, and we talk with our sponsor about what we find. We pray for knowledge of our Higher Power’s will for us, and we seek the power to act on the knowledge we’re given. The result? We don’t get perfect, but we do get better.

We’ve begun working a spiritual program. We won’t ever become spiritual giants. But if we look at ourselves realistically, we’ll probably realize that we’ve been doing better than we’ve been feeling.

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Just for today: I will examine myself realistically. I will seek the power to act on my best motives, and not to act on my worst.

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vast nothings in thought and thoughtlessness.

2008-02-14T03:30:00.001-05:00

there is neither right nor wrong just a time and a place to put the time and say what we say in the theater of oft inside the voice in our lives yet lived and in smiles yet to be smiled as when we find ourselves lost - in to the rocks rolling down streams of life and the melting of sand into the water of being where freedom is nothing and nothing is ever free behind my eyes is were I look to see when the streams of consciousness blends with the right words and makes all the wrong stops along the road of blissnessless

blissnessless should be a word just because that is the expression of expression less feeling like I almost feel now but then over more so of the edges that are a crust of lust and life inside the pressures of broken hearts and burnt candles in insensitive incenses that smolder like the living of lies often so secure in there denial that being becomes much of the less then less of nothing by the end things remember then forget the death at the end of even there own off there own end over the next few edges of time I begin to smile like the nonsense that is typed in side the lines where out of the lines come infrequent mistakes of nothing but a broken edge and a broken reality the fragmented the mind of nothing more never but nor ...

Ginny and John's cat Morgaine

2008-01-25T18:03:00.001-05:00

blog event vortex of time

2007-12-15T08:34:00.000-05:00

epic now inside the life of lifeless limits as few gloat at the experiences of benign ice onto them there is the very well we will type threats of beats in side life of lived minutes that very well we are not in the mode of volume but in the context of cataloger like the tree that mythic men moon indeed there is value in three oft like knowing that very intense creative ablative emanated like jumping out of my mind into time inevitable balance there is tubular into the ov taken back by the night of lights like very meningeal peals of pears where their pairings broke the flooded morning into the timeless bliss oft shrugged about when they view west of the life of volumes

now we know where it goes right?

2007-12-06T06:22:00.000-05:00

2007-10-17T20:17:00.000-05:00

test me test it testing now

2007-10-12T00:32:00.000-05:00

wanted for now by ~xoet on deviant ART

re sent works

2007-10-08T01:22:00.000-05:00

wasted wires series

2007-09-19T22:05:00.000-05:00

lies of truth and nonsense

2007-09-19T21:46:00.000-05:00

the connections that bind the units of time together...

2007-08-02T00:24:00.000-05:00

what is it that is more then a theory of time and still is able to link things that occur with one another?

Are these threads just a list posting times that more likely then not, occur for the benefit of everyone to think about?

I heard it said that the more we forget what we know that we have learned the less we know of what was learned because as age takes our minds and lives into new realities there is an increase in forgetting what was typed moment by moment... day to day... life to life.

When one tries to bind units of time or occurrences of events together to create newness in a life of being free where time means nothing to others, or even inside the effects of shattering membranes inside membranes of theoretical knowledge where there never is separated the essence of mans mind or present being in and of life we will find the experience of pure source resources.

Within the time machines we make to sequentialize collective thought processes and processing the few things that can become almost real yet still making nothing real worth the effect of ready made states of occurrences that repeat into the eddies of spinning blisses that float down the river of peace to the sea of effected patterns where every pattern influences the change of specific realisms of meta-surreal energies ...

As in the thought of forever there is what is know as transcendence of realities and emergence of energies where phollowing the normal enigma makes as much sense as an argument of about what to argue over. But the actual reason is indeterminate and babbled by beings so boring that even there creation was joked about as the effect that nothing has on fools who review the thoughts of others as less then real where ever there is a real thought it is considered an argumentation's point of preference.

--- rant rant rant ---

If that babbling of mine is as boring as theirs at the math forums of illogical and argumentative idiots then there is a problem with thinking like I do.

--- rant rant rant ---

at the broken morning

2007-07-31T18:53:00.000-05:00

image of four by three

2007-06-29T04:06:00.000-05:00

the fire all nite

2007-05-22T07:01:00.000-05:00

when in bed embed

2007-05-06T02:17:00.000-05:00

nothing left 2C by ~xoet on deviant ART

my art spot where sometimes something gets done

2007-03-28T16:10:00.000-05:00

softness inside my mind

2007-02-15T13:55:00.000-05:00

performate, 52

2007-01-09T16:00:00.000-05:00

performate, 5

2007-01-09T15:58:00.000-05:00

performate, 4

2007-01-09T15:57:00.000-05:00

performate, 3

2007-01-09T15:54:00.000-05:00

performate, 2

2007-01-09T15:28:00.000-05:00

preformate 3

2007-01-09T15:26:00.000-05:00

preformate 2

2007-01-09T15:22:00.000-05:00

performate

2007-01-09T15:18:00.000-05:00

vital life...

2007-01-09T15:16:00.000-05:00

this is a note from the area where there is divine water.

2007-01-06T09:47:00.000-05:00

BORG WAR ACT 1

2006-12-27T20:14:00.001-05:00

It's 17 years after the return of Voyager. The Alpha quadrant has been preparing for the return of the Borg by investing massive R&D in offensive and defensive weaponry. The Federation/Klingon alliance has worn thin, with younger warriors seeking a return to the old ways. A Borg Cube stumbles onto a Klingon freighter belonging to the House of Mi'qoch, the clan responsible for the Empire's anti-Borg development programme. The Mi'qoch clan sends its mightiest warship to investigate. Go to Machinima.com to download high-res, high quality, director's cut versions, with no watermarks!

where the way is less then before

2006-12-23T21:36:00.000-05:00

before the way gets too much less then a shadow in life as my eyes explode for you inside and out where there were things we would now and never do because they are there where we were where the way was less then before and is not more for the clouds without end in a rain lasting a day and forever it seems like the day's way is less then before still the trying cares of us use fusion and fixing the ram-bot into a lot of smaller pots and pans as hell becomes open and then closes around us all we remember where the light was that came through the lines of fire and night where nothing ever becomes there were we touch together and scare one another like children riding the sand box to the edge of the rock and less room to roam with the foam of the sea of tears in the crying skies lies our lifeless pretty red insides and out of our other side is the life we once new so well got to go talk to you later keep the fire warm and open the windows for some air for the fire needs air and the air needs some pans to fry....

nice ness it is bryce again.

2006-12-23T20:06:00.000-05:00

stand by ready or not...

2006-12-23T12:12:00.000-05:00

still working on things today...

2006-12-23T12:04:00.000-05:00

latest fractals and things

2006-12-22T11:41:00.000-05:00

some thing is ever present in the parametachute

2006-12-21T12:24:00.000-05:00

loosing the battle with the phone company

2006-12-18T11:41:00.000-05:00

as it is there is no phone where i am at now no Internet no way to communicate with the outside world but there is a phone across the street and the library has this net access that i am using now l.. what that means is that i can only sign on in the library and type what you see here but still i guess that is OK for now

waiting for bryce to solve the ray tracing matrix

2006-12-06T21:52:00.000-05:00

and further distortions of game theories about

2006-12-06T17:12:00.000-05:00

steps to infinity

2006-12-03T22:45:00.000-05:00

As I am inspired to create thus...

2006-12-03T03:21:00.000-05:00

two more bryce ies

2006-11-29T18:37:00.000-05:00

Bryce ies I have made so far... all four of them

2006-11-29T02:18:00.000-05:00

images I have put on the wall of mine

2006-11-23T05:15:00.000-05:00

are they kissing or is the angel's wings a flappen

2006-11-23T04:45:00.000-05:00

the turkey from last year.

2006-11-23T02:24:00.000-05:00

possible video starting point

2006-11-12T14:24:00.000-05:00

Something they label as art?

2006-11-12T14:17:00.000-05:00

there you have it ... my other blog site that I blog at yet there are still more then that ... alsdkfj ... In the event of disaster self implode one's self into the void ...

If I give a beginning and an end to a work of art then it is almost alive?
as long as some where between it spawns(inspires) new works of art?
but is that important as well?
childlike as childishly possible
the process of evolving is difficult but someone has to do it...